Slowing Down

Hmmmm.... well things are progressing but I'm not sure what it all means...

I went to the dr this morning but my usual peeps weren't there (weekend staff instead) so I didn't feel as confident in asking questions...

Maybe you can help...

Today's numbers:

estra.diol 1669

Right Ovary: 6+ follies: 1.6, 1.5, 1.4, 1.3, 1.2, 1.0

Left Ovary: 9+ follies: 3.3, 2.5, 1.5, 1.4, 1.3, 1.3, 1.3, 1.2, 1.1

On that left ovary, the 3.3, 2.5, 1.5 are filled which I did ask what that means and she said it means no egg- fluid or perhaps an ovarian cyst instead...

The dr. dropped me down on my dosage. He wants to slow things down a bit so nothing gets too big. NO foll.i.stim tonight and only 100iu in the morning. I'm anxious to see what they say tomorrow! Maybe trigger tomorrow night???!?!!

So here are my questions for you ivf gals out there--

1. what's a 'good' estra.diol number for triggering?

2. how big do the follies get before triggering?

I'm just trying to get an idea of how much longer we've got! :)

They're Groooowing!!!

Ladies, thank you so much for checking on me and allowing me to vent. I sure needed that! The antibiotic is still making me feel yuck, but the good news I've been getting from the dr. has helped.

Since I've posted last I've started daily monitoring appts. They are going great (aside from having yet ANOTHER shot and that dang vag ultrasound)! The ultrasound girl i work with is really cool though and we talk and she tells me what she sees, etc...

On Monday, Day 4 of foll.i.stim and the first day of daily monitoring, she found 2 measurable follicles. One on each side. My estra.diol level also increased from 23 to 116! Dr. K said I could skip Tuesday's appt and keep at the same dose of foll.i.stim.

So today, Day 6, I went back. Are you ready for it.... I went from 2 to 7 follicles!!!!! WHOA! AND they are 'watching' 10 more!!! Yikes! Dr. K says I have 'over achievers' in there and that he is very pleased with how well my body is responding to the meds. oh, and my estradiol number has increased to 323.

Right Ovary: 1.0, 1.0, 1.1, 1.2, 1.3

Left Ovary: 1.0, 1,2

So... at the moment I have a tentative ER Monday or Tuesday and the ET Friday or Saturday!!! OMG! It's happening so fast! :)

Hello, My Name is "Whiny"

I am an emotional mess with a headache that won't go away. Is this normal? Perhaps a 'side effect' of all the meds?

I keep telling myself it is. And I tell Zach that too. Poor guy. He gets the brunt of it.

I just can't seem to help it. It's almost a depressed feeling. One that has no meaning behind it. I just cry easily and mope around. And eat too many peanut butter m&m's.

I've noticed bruising on my belly from my shots. I guess when you put 3 needles a day into your belly, you're bound to have some consequences! They are funny, in a weird way. B/c you can see my pattern of 'injections'. I have almost a complete straight line across my belly about 2 inches below my belly button. Perfect little round purple bruises.

And I'm not gonna lie. The shots are starting to hurt a bit. Kinda sore feeling too. Nothing that I can't handle, just uncomfortable for about 30 min after each shot.

My boobs are getting bigger too. I was hoping for smaller! My regular bras are snug around my chest and my sports bras aren't as 'can barely tell its there' comfortable either. And while I'm at it- I think my butt is getting bigger, spreading, something... I had read to expect weight gain, but man, I hoped to be an exception!

I'm sorry to complain and whine. That really wasn't my intention when I logged on. I was mostly going to ask if you ladies that have been on these meds have had the never-ending headaches and sudden moodiness. I seem to have come a long way from that!

"This to shall pass" and my daily visits to the dr start in the morning! Another daily needle and the awkwardness of daily vag ultrasounds. Oh, boy!

waiting...

I went in for the suppression check this morning. Had blood drawn for estra.diol level and had a vag ultrasound. I still have 'two juicy cysts' on my left ovary. They measure 3.6 and 2.8. I don't know how much they are going to interfere. It worries me.

Now I'm just waiting on the call to get the number from the estra.diol test. Less than 50 is great and we can proceed as planned. 50-100 is iffy. 100+ means more lu.pron and postpone starting foll.i.stim.

I REALLY don't want to postpone anything (of course).

Anyway, for now, I wait.

***** UPDATE *****

My estra.diol number/level/whatever is 23!!!!! YAY - Lu.pron did it's job and we can continue on from here! Foll.i.stim starts tomorrow! eek!!!