Here We Go Again... CD1...Cycle 16

About my day-- in bullets.

• 5:45 am:  woke up to a low temp but no cramps
• 7:30 am:  a parent 'April Fooled' me..  I thought she was spitting mad and was going to chew me out.
• 9:30 am:  Cramps arrived followed by AF arrival at 10 am
• 11:00 am:  I spy yummy yeast roll in cafeteria lunch line. Must have it.  Am told my janitor that I should skip it and go to the gym instead.  WTF?
• 11:10 am:  cry hysterically in breakroom.  a.) b/c I am back on CD1 and had dealt with it all morning with no tears and b.) b/c I was just told by someone to not eat bread obvi b/c I've put some weight on.  The ladies in there know we are having T-TTC, so... I proceed to cry/hiccup tell them what happened.  I know I have gained weight.  I've been on a t-ttc roller coaster for over a year.  I don't need any reminders.  If I want a freakin' piece of bread today I'm eating it!
• 11:45 am:  check my phone during the kids nap time to discover that my husband has sent a text-- a fb friend has announced her twin pregnancy.  you. are. kidding. me.
• 1:30 pm:  check fb during planning.  She announced it as an 'April Fool's Joke'.  So not funny today.
• 3:00 pm:  faculty meeting.  we say goodbye to a coworker who is due in 2 weeks.  She will not be returning.  She will be a SAHM to her little one.
• 5:00 pm:  I arrive home with news that my elderly neighbor next door has passed.  So. Sad.
  

Needless to say, I have cried off and on all day.  I have serious, swollen raccoon eyes.  Lovely.  I hate that I let that janitor's comment get to me.  I was just saying the other day how good I was feeling and that I had started going back to the gym and all that.  It just felt like a slap in the face.  And the face.book pregnancy April Fool's announcement.  Why do that?  It just seems insensitive to me.  I guess I'm just a little extra sensitive today.  

*sigh... CD1.  Here we go again.